i mish my muhammad

he is 2 years old now

dari dalam perut da nak makan kek lapin sarawak ngan ikan terubuk masin….

sarawak abes die….

teringat die main geletek2….

ari2 tgk video muhammad jadi otomen…comel sgt…..

hari tu sedih sgt kene tinggal kan die…..

me n my adorable muhammad

cenyum2

nyomel2

muhammad nak camera!!

me n my adorable muhammad….muahhcc!!

p/s: blogging at blogspot kalaukitabisajujur.blogspot.com

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why bother if we r happy

why curious if we r laughing

we r leading our way in our secrecy

we r happy with our life

we r the world of ourself

so, why bother about us

cause there still a little piece of curiousity

that placed in ur heart

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sajer je aku nk bagi tau…sebab aku terpikir….slalu patient datang kat hospital die pakai layman term kan…..disebabkan aku tgh posting dermato skrang….so aku teringat la beberape perkataan……

kayap - dlm medical kite pakai shingles…..mende nie disebabkan oleh herpes zoster virus

kudis - ataupon dikenali sebagai scabies…..aetiology sarcoptes scabei var hominis

kurap - fungal ataupon dikenali sebagai tinea infection…..ade mcm2 jenis…name penyakit ikut kat mane kurap tu berada…..contohnye kalo kat kaki…kite panggil tinea pedis@athlete foot….huhhu….

panau - nie pon fungal infection jugak…dikenali sebagai tinea versicolor…..

tu je la yg aku tau…hohoh….

bite me….

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baru jer abes posting distric kat serian……sebulan kat serian……maybe i’m gonna miss that place after this….now…da balik kuching…..n memikirkan byk nye x study lagi….maklum la wkt kat serian byk maen jer……tido puas2…..tgk anime byk2…..drama japan lagi…..huhuhu….such a relaxing time…..balik nie meikirkan case write up yg belum disentuh langsung…..hari isnin da nk kene anta…harap2 sempat la nak siapkan dua cwu dlam mase 3 ari nie…..

neway….serian is a not bad place la…..tempat tinggal pon dekat sgt dgn pasar….suke betol beli buah2….pisang, cempedak, tembikai, honey dew, jambu….semua pon nak beli….murah2 gak la….nak makan pon jalan kaki jer…..hostel tempat tinggal kat atas kfc…ari2 blh ciom bau kfc tu….hahah….kire2 time terdesak, xmo jalan jauh…kfc tu jugak la jd tempat serbuan…..

hospital serian pon mcm best jugak…..mmm….rasenye yg best part nurse die kot….coz dulu mase kat sibu, nurse2 garang2….kat serian nie nurse2 baik2….even yg kat labour tu pon baik gak……mase last day oncall hari tu…..kiteorg stay sampai kul 3 pagi kat labour ward…..observed labour…..da last2 minute baru nak observed, tu yg stay sampai kul 3 pagi tu….naseb la ade org nk bersalin….3 org berturut turut…mmg lucky la….sebab kat distric susah gak la nk observed…ade hari ramai yg bersalin, ade hari tak ramai….tgk org bersalin nie, teringat mama…mcm mane la agaknye time die bersalinkan aku dulu…..sedih pulak rase….bukan senang nk bersalin nie…..sakit die tuhan je la yg tau…..terharu tol dgn pengorbanan seorang ibu….huhuhu….

mase time oncall nie jugak….aku sempat gak mengintai dan lepak2 di A&E…..ingat datang nak tgk2 jer…sekali dtg la satu case emergency….biase la kat distric hospital, malam2 doctor jarang ade kat A&E, medical assistant jer yg ade…..kalo de case terok2 baru doctor dtg……mcm kat serian nie ade la 5 jer kot doctor yg kene handle satu hospital nie, so mlm2 kire penat la…..berbalik kepada case emergency tadi……pakcik nie pon masuk dgn lajunye kedalam A&E….tangannye berbalut ngan kain……so…kitaorg pon tanye la….kenape nie….[mase nie kain tu belom bukak lagi la]….pakcik nie pon ckp….tgn saya patah…jatuh tadi…..aku pon ngan excitednye….berdiri la kat sebelah pakcik nie…..nurse pon bukak la kain yg balut tangan pakcik nie…….mak aiii…..bile bukak jer…..perkataan yang keluar dr mulut aku “oh my my”……dasat gile la die nye patah….memang complete fracture of radius and ulnar, with open wound, mmg displace abes…..ade fragment2 lagi…….aku pon tolong la nurse tu balut tangan pakcik tu sebab nak anta gi wat x-ray…..mmg pakcik tu da tak ley nk rase da kat jari2 die….jari2 pon da sejuk…..mmg kire circulation da x sampai kat jari2…..aku kesian sangat la kat pakcik tu….asik tanye jer…..’doctor, dapat sambung ka tangan saya nie’……..tak tau la nak jawab ape…..case mcm nie mmg la tak boley buat kat distric hospital….kene bawak gi SGH kat kuching……nak gi kuching tu ambik mase sejam……yang aku tak puas hati tu…lembap tol la kerje MA & nurse……bile tanye kat nurse tu, bile nak bawk gi SGH, die kate tgu la dulu, nak kene bwk g xray dulu, nk tgu lab result, doc belum check lagi……pastu siap ckp, mmg tak ley buat ape, kene potong je tgn pakcik tu……mmg aku xpuas hati betol la……even kalo xley nak buat ape pon, cube la cepat sikit…mane la tau kat SGH dapat buat ape2 ke…..bayangkan kalo jadi kat family diaorg ke, mesti naik gile nak suruh cepat bawak gi SGH…..doc pon dtg lambat….pakcik tu datang kul 8.30….kul 10 lebey kot baru doc dtg……aku pon xtau salah siape…..mcm nurse ngan MA yg lambat call……sebab doc terus kelam kabut sebab tu emergency case……aku pon xpaham ape la mentality org kat A&E tu……kadang2….nak je ckp…..cube la pikir kalo mende tu jadi kat diri sendiri…..ntah la…..nak ckp pon, aku student je…..susah tol….aku still rase cam x sedap hati jer pasal pakcik tu…..aku harap kalo da kene amputate pon tgn die, die still ley jalani kehidupan die ngan baik……aku harap…mase2 akan dtg, mende nie xberlaku lagi…..kene ubah mentality…..selalu la aku dengar, kalo bab2 keje kat hospital nie la……nurse, farmasi, lab ngan doc…..suke salahkan antara satu same lain……tp yg selalu disalahkan doc la…..bukan aku nk backing doc sebab aku nnt pon jadi doc, tp asik2 mesti nk salahkan doc…..aku pon xpaham……kekadang kitaorg pon malas nak layan…biarkan je la……aku ingat la Dr.joseph ngeh bagi tau kat aku, kalo kat oversea, nurse baik gile, tolong doc…..tak mcm kat msia nie….susah tol….sumer doc nk kene bagi tau….tp aku tgk ade hospital nurse mmg efficient, ade yg tak……ntah bile la mende nie nak berakhir kat msia pon aku tak tau…..

k la….cukup aku merepek pasal tu…..

neway sebelum balik ke kuching ptg td….sempat la kitaorg gi air terjun ranchan….best….tp ramai sgt org…..anyway…still enjoy….huhuhu

my friends…after oncall…aizam,ain,sanaa n aimi chan

comel kan baby….baru lahir je nie…huhuuh

us…baru dtg oncall….huhuh

happy happy time

air terjun ranchan

jom balik

bite me…ngap ngap….

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baru jer abes sambutan hari raye korban…as usual la our kolej korban lembu lagi taun nie….but diz year 2 ekor….byk jugak yg berkorban taun nie….bagus2….

diz yr ader la tolong masak2……tp xde la penat mcm dulu2….taun nie junior2 yg prepare all the things…..just datang tolong masak kn….neway…i think….bagus la de junior yg rajin2 cam tu…..sian diaorg…penat tau……huhuhu….

mmm…..penat da nie….esok pagi2 nak balik serian…..but malam nie i think…i’m having fun with my friends…..biase la….when sumer da bekumpul…ade je la gosip2 yg timbul….hahaha…..xdpt nk tahan la gosip….plus my eyes window shopping mlm  nie…….dan membuat isu2 gosip……huhuhu…..

sumtimes bile terkeluar perangai mcm nie….rase ntah ape2 jer…but then bile pikir balik…..ape salahnye havin fun kan…..at least i hv different memory during my uni life…..

neway…cakap pasal korban nie….mmm….xtau nk ckp….da ckup berkorban ke…or xpernah pon berkorban……tp rase2 nye ade la korban siket2…..kadang2 kite rase kite da byk berkorban….tak kire la korban dari segi ape pun kan…..just sumtimes….rase mcm ade yg tak hargai pengorbanan kite tu…..kalo bab2 cam nie…mmg la rase pengorbanan yg dibuat tu sia2…..tp mungkin kite harus ambil positive side…..maybe org tak nampak pengorbanan kite…tapi Allah nampak……

korban pon korban jugak……sedar tak sedar da tinggal 23 hari jer lagi di taun 2008…..apakah yg terjadi kepada resolution taun nie…..da berhasil ke??……resolution yg dibuat tinggal separuh jalan je la…..buah tak sempat nak masak da digigt burung kelaparan……so kire mission terminated cam tu je la…..huhuhu….neway..even mission terminated, i realized my other part that i never thought of it……when i ask the same situation to my other friends…. the answer sure be different from mine…..sumtimes i think may be i just doing the repression technique……but i know wutever happen in my life….Allah always there for me….n when i wake up from sleep i still can smile n go tru my life as usuall…..mmm…..neway…new resolution is in progress..tapi tak tahu la….kadang resolution yg dibuat setiap kali start posting pon tak dpt dicapai….kire macam hangat2 taik ayam jer la……huhuh…tak pe la…at least bile teringat rajin la siket demi nk cpai azam yg dibbuat…..

cakap pasal nak dekat abes taun 2008…..makne nye xlama lagi la nak balik umah…..huhu…tak sabar2 da nak balik……going back during christmast….tak tau la nak ckp ape perasaan balik kali nie…..my best fren da nak tunang da…kadang2 rase sedey lak…..maklum la….after rtunang da nak kawen…so after this  da spend her time ngan family die la pulak….xdapat la mcm dulu2 lg…..sob2……but i’m happy for her…

ape la yg aku merepek malam2 nie…..ntah la…..sekali sekala….ye ke?huhuhu….

k la…

gigit aku….ngap ngap…..

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fakulty aku banjir

aku pon tak paham

dari 1st year sampai skrang asik banjir

fakulty aku je plak tu

rumah sekeliling fakulty xpenah pulak banjir

xpaham betul aku ngan unimas ney

buat la ape yg patut

sian kwn2 aku kene alih kete sebab banjir

bite me..ngap ngap…

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this is my first time to elephant cafe & bistro.

i think it is quite nice place n environment eventhough i think they still can make some improvement in the setting and interior deco to make this cafe more exclusive.

the price….mmm…not bad…..like usual western food restaurant price….

the food is not bad…..rate 3/5…..eventhough sanaa’s lamb chop that should be well done, it was lil bit not done…..n liat sikit…huhu….

the nice part was….we had a great time….eating n talking…..huhuh…

with d girls….aimi, hajar busuk, feeza sexy, dilah, asyi, ya busuk n me

another position…huhu…plus sanaa n minus asyi in this picture…

this is cajun chicken chop

the girls in front of elephant…me as photographer….huhuh

trying to squeeeeezzzz………..huhuhu

cobaan membuat comel…..huhuhu

jom balik jom…..

the end

bite me…ngap ngap….

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better understanding when u apply it….

better understanding when u tell people…

i know better now….

yesterday was something that u can never change……wutever u trying to do…yesterday still never come again…..it walk away from ur life…..wut left is only the memoirs……

today is something that u need to live…..to do wutever u want to do…sumthing to the fullest…..do wutever u want to do to ur family, friends…to god…..o wutever….make sure we dont regret….because…

tomorrow maybe ……will or will not come…..it is only a dream…….

picture taken during my 22nd bday….

unbelievably (believe me)…i ate 3/4 of this thingy…..

Manhattan fish market

i really ate for today’s life

full until my stomach going to burst..

bite me…ngap ngap

p/s:to all my friends that wish my bday…thank you very2 much…..muachxx

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2 days before my favourite day…..2 days left for being 21 years old…..i would like to make few confessions….

1. my heaviest weight was 58 kg. it was feb 2007. i think i’ll never achieve that again unless i get pregnant….n become fat after delivery….

2. i’m not library type…. i cant study there…..first, i cannot tahan sejuk…..2nd, i easily get distracted by people…..tried once in matrix during 1st sem….it end up stay at the same table to look at 1 lucky hensem tall guy with pink baju melayu @ ‘lelaki melayu terkahir’……totally distracted…..finalized that library not my place……eventhough nothing interesting in current library…hahahahah……

3. spending spree when i’m in stress situation…….really really spending spree….eventhough i know that thing is not important for the time being…..

4. i own 3 hp….but i gave 1 to my mom……i still use my first hp….n it still wearing the same cover n same batery…..i bought it on 2004 secara curi2 coz my dad not allow me to hv hp….afraid that i’m using it in wrong direction…n sometimes i think he is totally right…..because of hp i think my pointer drop lil bit during 1st sem in matrix…..but then i know already….huhuhu……

5. i read very slow……seriously…really slow…..1 novel took me 1 week to finish….huhuhu……

6. i dont know right n left…..bite me….i still dont know…it make think 1st to know whether it is right or left……sometime people ask me to look to my right, but i look at my left……this is totally shuck during exam, where i need to stand at patient’s right side……so i really need to think…..where is the patient’s right…..i’m going to be 22 n i dont know right n left…..haishhh….

7. my brain sometimes cant differentiate between w n m……when i type sms….i know that i want to use m…but i still press w…..n after that i need to delete it n change to m…..radiculous…..

8. i talk during sleep….hahaha……

9. i secretly admire few person in my life……

10. i dont talk about my down part of my life unless i really trust that person…..and i know until now there is only 1 person which is my sister  that i can talk about that….eventhough sometimes i like that person very much, i still cant trust them, so that i cant tell them everything…..because i dont know, the end of it……so better keep it to myself n the trust one……

11. i made a survey…….6 out of 10 people in chat room will ask your phone number…..n thats why sometimes chat room r shuck……

12. i know people who look like good person n u thought they r good person, still have their evil devil part in their heart……n i met somes……n i also hv it….but i think i never go beyond limit…..

13. i now know that what the meaning of ‘ iman tak dpt diwarisi’…….sometimes the parents is really good, but the children r just another evil devil…..

14. speaking of the devil……i hv grudge…hahaha….my id@childish part of me…..but i try to control……hahaha….

15. i hv 1 friend that always make me smile n laugh…..thanks…..4 being a good friend to me n listen to my issues….

16. i think i write to much…..

bite me…ngap ngap 22 in advance…….

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i like this song very2 much…….play it thousand times……lalallalla….

lucky

Do you hear me
talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

feel lucky for wutever reasons……..bite me…..

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